kill her

after sneaking out of a grounding for a girl i broke up with recently, i started to drink. and when i drank i focused on my animosties toward her...here's what came out

i thought you actually cared, i guess i was wrong
i never suspected/ so i rejected the thought that you were pulling me along
so i retracted and should've kept the knife drawn
you fooled me whore, i didn't know i was your fucking pawn
okay you got me back twice in your fucking exchange
made my life rearranged/ led me deranged
i ain't your pawn, this ain't a fucking game
driving me more insane/ locked in hallucinated chains
the first bitch i didn't use to get laid
but you're a whore anyway/ i ain't giving you pay
i left and came back for more
the fuck did i come back for?
what is this shit all about
but all i know now is without a doubt

you're a cunt/ fat, bleeding, fucking cunt
i hope your pussy burns and falls off like the ashes of my blunt
fucking whore/ pussy wore

your blood i've drawn drips
it falls on my lips/ as i take sips
i wanna kill you, but my blades are dull and i'm outta clips
after i broke from you, you called me ugly
you said you didn't want me
i must not have been too bad, why'd you wanna fuck me?
you whined to me
i showed symapthy
when you said to me/ "my last boyfriend used to beat me"
well no wonder you were abused
if i was him, i'd hit you too
especially if i was being used
i'm sick of all your bullshit
i'd tell you to fuck off and die, but you're never gonna do it
i'm tired, worn and torn, much like your clit
your problems you brought on yourself
it ain't my fault, don't make your life my hell
don't take it out on me
i'm not showing you anymore pity
i was blinded but now i see

you're a cunt/ fat, bleeding, fucking cunt
i hope your pussy burns and falls off like the ashes of my blunt
fucking whore/ pussy wore/ my patience tore
and i don't miss her
but all i keep thinking is how i'm about to pull her sister